Trauma?

 - Wait For You by Elliot Yamin -

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do
[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.





Dulu pernah gak mau denger lagu ini lagi. Hampir 2 tahun ini, baru berani denger lagu ini. Heemmm, dibilang trauma? Gak juga sih. Emang belum berani aja dengernya setelah kejadian hampir 2 tahun yang lalu. Agak takut dengan liriknya. Takut kalo terjadi lagi dimasa yang sekarang. Dan terbukti, terjadi lagi sama gue. Cinta sama orang yang belum pernah sama sekali gue liat mukanya. Hanya sebatas suara. Udah 2 kali terjadi. Tapi untungnya yang kemarin, gue cepet sadar. Dan lebih milih mundur. Kalo yang pertama, malah udah ngejalanin 4 tahun yang menurut gue sia-sia. Buang-buang waktu dan tenaga. Padahal belum tentu disana dia juga mikirin gue.
Tapi gue menikmati semua. Rasa senangnya. Deg degan nya. Manjanya. Sampai rasa sakitnya yang luar biasa. Because it's a part of my life, before i meet with the right person in my life. But hopefully, this is the right person to me. Amin.
Itu hanya sebuah lagu yang punya kenangan yang sangat dalam buat gue. But, it's still just a song now. And i hear that song everyday. Karena sekarang gue sudah bisa mengendalikan rasa emosional dalam diri gue.